The urge to write has struck me again
So I shall begin
What shall I start with on this fair night
What trait shall I choose to be your define
How about those eyes
Ah the eyes
They are as brown as dark chocolate
Hmm what else can I say
Here's some food for thought
Not exactly something I have wrought
Those eyes of yours they stare into my very soul
I think that without you I may never again be whole
There is a part of me missing
That part belongs to you
And dismissing it is all you ever do
That right there what you hold captive from me
Is the best part of my heart
The most pure the most clean
The part that loves you
The part that is purely true
Tell me something Romeo
Would you like me to stay or would you like me to go
Oh Romeo
Tell me do you miss me at all
Does it matter that all I do now is fall
Seriously, you don't care at all?
I don't believe it I know you too well
I know you had to have fallen for me at some point
Weather you like it or not that doesn't just go away
Why won't you just sway
Back towards me where you belong
Our love was so strong
There has to be a part of you that misses me too
If not I don't know what I'm gonna do
Amour all I want is a simple hello
Why can't you just give that to me like a good fellow
I know you are still good
I don't know what I should...
If only you understood how insane I'm driving myself
I don't even recognize myself
I have let the loss of your love
Change me into something I am not
I'm so tired I can barely think
And I'm very close to the brink
To going insane
Going over the edge
Damn I'm so close to the ledge
Seeking comfort in someone other than you
All I see it as is askew
I wish you would talk to me
For so long I've been holding out
Now I have all kinds of doubt
I'm still falling down that crevice
I thought  I had a foothold a while ago
Seems I was wrong
I'm still hooked on you
Right now I just don't know what to do
How to get through this alone
With no one to hold my hand
Why won't you just understand
And now I'm crying over what I want from you
But what I know I'll never get because of the stupid things I do
So I'm gonna go to bed now
And cry myself to sleep
And pray to God that tonight
You don't grace my dreams
My heart just keeps on breaking
Being farther away from you
Dear God please help me
Because I don't know how to get through
I am letting your hatred destroy me
And I don't know how to stop
Good night Nick
I love you
But I don't matter
So I cry
And everyday more and more the inside of me dies.
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