Broken door a shattered wall
Still don't know why at all
Falling down a spiral of sadness
Only wantinig to feel gladness
Crying at night
Smiling by day
Putting on an act
Trying to get all of the facts
Loving people but loving him
Don't know what to do
Still missing you
Having the feeling you'll be coming around
Not knowing when and falling to the ground
Crying out my eyes
All of my goodbyes
Loving you so much
Feeling I'll never again touch
That special heart and soul of yours
Those ones that I never need tours of
I know you so well
Oh can't you tell
I wish and wait in bitter silence
For the day we will end this emotional violence
I love you still I know you know
So now farewell until you figure out how'
You're going to love me too
Without me breaking his heart because I chose you.