Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Lost love
Bitter pain
Every word said in vain
Trapped dove
Within a cage
No longer turning page
Waiting for you
Painful as ever
Because you already told me never
Loving like there's no tomorrow
No more love for you left to borrow
Losing love
Missing you
Still don't know what to do
Found another and it's great
This time it is not fake
His claim he has started to stake
Needing a hug
But staying quiet
Feeling like I would if I were on a diet
Always hungry
Thirsting for more
Much more than ever before
Wanting him to hold me
No longer you
Damn it, this is exactly what you wanted me to do
You said you loved me
That it was forever
But truth is that it lasted never
I miss you still but love him more each day
I don't want this love to go away
I lost you once
I finally accept it
I'm done throwing a fit
It's a simple fact that now you are gone
So I have moved on
So confused
You have the soul
He has the memories
Which to choose?
I know them both so very well
Right now it is too soon to tell
I know you'll be coming back sometime soon
I just pray it isn't this afternoon
I've chosen him over you
You broke my heart
You lied when you said you'd always see me through
Tell me are you happy now?
I still don't see how
You could hurt me like that and just leave me behind
How you could be so unkind
I fought for you when everyone said I was wrong
I thought you were my ever lasting song
Why did you leave me
Why'd you let me go
Do you even know
You don't know my story
It shows there is no fury
If only you knew my only goal was protection
You might not fight
You might see that I'm right
Sigh
But no you chose to leave me alone
To face this year on my own
And so I have found another
One who is sweet and kind
One who always seems to read my mind
So I'll leave you with this sentiment of peace
Before I grant you your release
I'm no longer hooked on you
This is what I had to do
It's been one month and twelve days
Now it's time to let back in the suns rays
I'm done living in this dark prison cell
And so, in this life time I wish you well
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