To my Joseph with love

Love can be difficult this much is true
But it's never been difficult to love you
Sure we've only just met in this present lifetime
But we've known each other through lifetimes in the past
This time I think it's going to last
How this started long ago
I still do not know
What I know now is I finally found proof that my dreams are real
Now the love and shining light within me I can finally feel
I've been thinking so much lately and I'm scared of our fate
At the moment I'm afraid to date
I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you like I have all the rest
I really hope that with you I can be the best
Girlfriend possible, the best friend too
Joseph darling I want to make you the sunshine of my world
To my Joseph with love

I'm just worried I'm going to become a love sucking black hole again
That is something I do not want to refrain
I want our love to be my everlasting song
I want to sing of it my whole life long
Oh my dear
I'm glad I have you near
I'm still afraid I'll wind up breaking your heart
But that is not going to hold me at the relationship start
I don't want to be held back by my fear this time
I also don't want to move too fast
I want to take our relationship slow
And see all the places it will go
I want to love you for as long as I possibly can
I don't want it to end like last time when I ran
I love you dear I hope you know
I don't ever want to let you go
Away and leave me behind
That would be so unkind
I just found you again
My old friend
Please promise to keep me safe
That is my only wish
Please just keep me safe and don't let our love go amiss!