So at the moment I'm sitting on my bed thinking about Nick... Always thinking about him.  Love him with all that I am! sigh... Had a vivid dream this morning and woke up at 3:54 sigh couldn't get back to sleep still can't! Hmmm. Well this is my life I guess dreaming bout someone I'll never get back and praying one day the future will be brighter than the present! I'm going to attempt to write something but it might suck cause it's 5:40 and I've been up since 3:50.... Here goes
Dreamt of you this morning
Much more vivid than before
Dreamt that you came knocking
On my hearts closed door
Felt like crying when I woke up
Cause it made me sad cause we're still broken up
Sigh...
Man I wish these dreams would die
Why must it always be you
Why can't it be some other person
Man dreaming like this reminds me that you only see me as askew
That's all you seem to do
I really wish you would reminis
Man I always think of that one aggressive kiss
Sigh, Romeo
Why'd you have to go
Why did you leave me in the cold
Now I'm no longer bold
Romeo I miss you
I know I say this all the time but I do
So this is what I'll leave you with
I want to meet and end this tiff
Will you come to young life please
Don't worry I've got nothing to cease
I know I hurt you
Can I just say sorry
Please, Romeo I beg of thee
Please just let me have peace