My oxygen

My oxygen
I love him too much for words to describe.
He is my oxygen the way I survive
No matter what may come our love is true
Cause I love him far too much to lose him too
The others were a grave mistake I wish could be undone
But he's the only one I want the only one I love
No matter the storms that rage around us
I'll stand by his side and we'll get through
I don't care what we face
He's my only rock
He's my life
My savior
My baby
My precious
My hunnybear
My protector
My love
And most of all my friend
He'll be there for me as I am for him
For he is the air I breathe
He's my oxygen

Him

We feel in love so sudden
So strange and new it was
I was with another
And falling out of love
Then he came along
Made me see the truth of my affections
Changed my view of myself
Of the hardness in my heart
He thawed me
Loved me
Mad me whole
Granted it was a rough beginning
But now I'm just happy
Loved
Joyful even
And the thing is I hate being apart from him
It's painful
And it feels like there's a chunk of my missing
No matter how I try to maintain my happy facade without him I always seem to fail...
But when we see each other after a long time apart
It gets better
We grow stronger
We love
We smile
We keep it whole
And the more we grow
The closer
The stronger
We become
My wolf
With blue eyes
Just the sweet one that I love.
See my heart has changed
Become softer and whole
Almost back to normal
I got the pieces back that people were holding
I got the love back that I longed for
And now I feel whole and new
Happy
Loved
And joyful
And it's all thanks to him
And his ways of loving
I don't know what I'd do with out my
Angel

Loves road

Love

It's such a funny thing

It can make you fall 

It can give you wings

It sweeps you up

And takes you on a journey

Through your heart and your soul

Til nothing is left but love and compassion

All hatred and anger will vanish

Yes you'll fight

But it will work out

True love what is it?

Really?

It's an adventure a quest to find who you really are and to learn how to lie for real

It's a choice and a curse and a blessing too

It's a roller coaster that will move 

Every direction even upside down

And spin you round and round 

Love is a wondrous thing

It's a gift to find that one

Does not matter if they're male or female  

What matter is that you love them

That they love you

And that at the end of the day you want to stay together

Love is work and play and peace of mind

Love is gentle and difficult and oh so kind

But love really is a way to be

Truly happy for your life.

That is loves road

Contemplation

Contemplation

Things go through everyone's mind

Some good some bad and some otherwise

But when your mind gets negative it's hard to find

Something good inside your heart that's hurting from the pain

Of every trial and turn you face

The harder it gets to see the good

The more you fall into darkness

But you must remember life is a game

With too many players to help

And life yea it can deal you a shitty hand but you can always turn that around

So why should you contemplate the scars of your past

Just accept the things you can't change

And remember always remember

Tomorrow is a new day

So decide do you want to live in the shadows

Or do you want to go out and feel the storm and the rain on a hot summer day that makes everything bad wash away 

And after that storm sunshine 

Guardian Angel

Angels fly
High above
In the sky
They fly and watch
The world below
The world and all it's sin and woe
They watch the people suffer and succeed
It is an angels job
To watch
To help
To keep them safe
They are guardians of the people
I am an angel
Which one I don't know
But I am an angel
With peace and love
I can not fly
Like others can
I am meant to walk the Earth
I am meant to try and help
It is my job to guide the broken
Yet I don't know which Angel I am
I'm still an angel
With pink wings
And red eyes
And black hair
I'm an angel and I love to protect
I am a guardian
And my name is Sarlett
This is my life.

The truth
Now I have a confession to make
I loved you for a short while
But when things started to turn sour
I made a decision
You were falling out of love with me
And I found someone that cared
I didn't know what I would do
I thought I'd finally fight for you
But alas it was too late
I loved him and you were gone
I just wanted peace when you moved on
I know this hurts
But I'm tired of the lies
And all of the crazy harsh goodbyes
How I wish we could have loved
But in reality
You were not meant for me
Nor I for you
And so adieu
I loved you once
No longer still
I'm sad to say
Never again will
You'll never know the reasons why
I cried when I said goodbye
I had missed what we had
I knew things were bad
I knew I had to break your heart
Because you needed a new start
And so hate me I know you should
But you will always be good
Do not lose yourself to the anger
Just let it go
Goodbye Joe
My forever Roneo.

okay so right now I'm going to write a poem so please ignore if you don't like poetry. And if you do some feed back would be great.
The name of this poem is emotional discharge
Emotional discharge
Just a girl with big dreams 
Who's surrounded by ripped seams of relationships gone arye 
She tries to fix what's been broken
By speaking words unspoken
But fails everytime she tries
And so here comes the emotion
Like a roller coaster
Taking her on a ride
All she wants is to be okay
But the emotions say no way
And so the ride never ends
This girl with emotion
She's in a comotion
Of what could of been and what went wrong
She cries daily
She wonders idly
Why can't this emotion be gone?
And so here comes the roller coaster of her emotions
Taking her on a terrifying ride
The more she fights the worse it gets
She doesn't know how to stop it
Stuck on the death ride
Of discharged emotions
Crying a river of fear and comotion within
And so it begins
Emotional discharge here and there
Running away from her problems
She's scared she's afraid she doesn't feel wanted
Where to turn
This poor girl is haunted
By the emotions of the situation
Making her grades worse
In self distruction
Oh this poor girl
She really is stressed
Emotionally distressed
And lost in a sea of pain anger and hate
Can't eat
Can't sleep
Sees the issues in her dreams
Cries nightly
And fights slightly
Needs to step up her game
There's so much at stake
And here comes the stress and emotion again
Will she ever escape the deadly ride
Will she survive?
Can she derail the roller coaster
Can she try to start over.
I think she can
For she is me
Just give me a push
And see what I can be
Goodbye emotional discharge
Hello peace.

Amour Ange
I'm a lover
Not a fighter
I love with all I am
And I give myself completely.
Sometimes I am loved in return
Others I am rejected
I am the love angel
I give but do not take
Sometimes I leave goodness and happy thoughts in my wake
I have wings to fly
And a voice to soothe the soul
I only wish I had the ability to make those broken whole
I've tried to give my gift of love
But been denied many times
Sometimes it just doesn't matter
People have a first impression
And it sticks
Sometimes I never get a second chance
I'm often misunderstood
Told I'm no good
Crazy, stupid, fucked up
It's my life
But I still give my love away
It helps me stay strong each day.
I do fight for others to be free
I have issues
I have pain
I say words in vain
But I still love
It's who I am
And I'd rather hurt, myself
Then watch someone I love suffer
I sacrifice for those I love
I am the love angel.

Wings to fly
You've fallen in love again
You've finally developed a balance in your life
You're finally getting it
Your earning your wings
Becoming the angel you are
You've grown up a lot since you lost those 4
You don't even need to even the score
You have learned so much
And you have gained knowledge of yourself
You now have someone who can't live without you
You now have someone you have learned to protect
No you didn't learn you knew how
You have to protect him
He is the one you love
You want to keep him safe
You would sacrifice yourself for him
You want to be the one he loves
You will fight to love him
To keep him in your life
You don't wanna lose him
You love him too much
He's a part of you
You wanna kiss him and hold him
You wanna be his
For as long as you live
You fight for him
You love him so
You never ever wanna let him go
He's good for you
He's healing your heart
He's giving you a brand new start
He's amazing
He's perfect
His love is true
He loves you
Forever and always
And so shall it be
You love him too
He's yours
And you are his
Forever and a day.
Never apart
But in each others hearts

Beginnings

So you lost him

Yea again

You don't care no more

You've grown from this pain

You never took down those walls

Found someone to catch you when you fell

He caught you

Nursed you back to bein better

Now you love him like you never have before

This is no longer a war

You've moved on like they told you to

Now you're back

And better than ever before

You're kicking butt taking names and evenin the score

You get your life ahead of you

Now you know what you want

So he's younger big whoop 

So he's shorter big whoop

He's smart for his age

He's sweet and he loves you

Now you're lovin a real wolf

And he's been there to protect you

Now you are apart of him like he is of you

He's that little boy you saw long ago

He's that protector of your past 

The one who keeps you safe

Now he's yours and you're his

Now he loves you like the other never did

He doesn't want you to change

Doesn't care how bratty you get

He loves you for even that

You're so much happier than before

You feel like you could fly

This love is so much different than before 

And you don't know why

You gotta stay strong for him

You gotta keep workin

Gotta make up those grades

Gotta start to make a change

Gotta prove them all wrong

Now at last you are strong

You don't care bout your ex no more

He really doesn't matter

All he did three weeks before it ended was push you away 

You knew it was gonna end

You made the decision yourself

You've learned a lot from all these things

You knew in the beginning how things would end

You knew he was a past forever

Not a future not a present

You changed

You got better

You knew he'd leave

You knew he wasn't strong enough to handle you

So good girl you listened

You found a new beginning

One that is not plagued by your old ending

Now you are stronger

Now you are better

Now you are yourself again

You are never going back to the other him

He don't want you

So you're gone

Good for you

You moved on

Now you're loved and good

Now you know what you are

And you are gonna shine like a star. 

Truth in all of my words....... I am happy....... No longer bothered by losing him...... He wanted me to move on. So. I. Did. Too late for that to change..... goodbye

Burning
You live a life where you work for what you've got
You live a life where you're expected to be good
You live a life where you break for those you love
And you try to be whole again
You live a life where the words of the ones you love
Sting like knives because the truth is so harsh
You live a life where you're misunderstood
Where your happiness is no good
And pain triumphs all
And you try to be better on your own
But realize you hate to be alone
So you seek what you want
And in the end you wind up burning
No turning back now
Your path is set
It's live a life of successfullness or a life of regret
You need to choose
And stop burning away
Before you become
Only the feathers of your wings
Covered in blood and pain
You work your hardest but you don't think you can win
You try to play the game but don't know how to begin
You fall in love with someone
And lose them in the end
This how you wind up broken
Why do you give your heart with only words spoken
You hate your life so much
You swear you'll never be
Happier with anyone else
Than you were with he
You break and you fall
You run into the sun
And like a vampire you start to set on fire
And you die in the burning flames
Of the pain of yesterdays
You burn and you fall down the crevice you created
You try to crawl
But in the end you are sated
Your left to burn alone
As you slowly become nothing
But the feathers of your wings
But the blood you once shared
But the life of these things
And the reason
For your own despair
Listen up
You are better than this
Why do you try to fly away
You need to stay
And face the mess you created
You need to stop running
And bring back the strong girl you are
You need to depend on your savior
And put yourself first
You need to live a life
Where there is no strife
You need to be better
You need to try harder
To stop pussyfooting around
You need to hold your head high
And stand your ground
Before you burn like a brush on a dry July day
And you become
Nothing but the feathers
Of your wings
You are better than all these things  

Normal
I'm original
I'm crazy
I'm unique
I'm lazy
I'm a teen
I'm broken
I have fallen
I have spoken
I have lost myself
I have lost my heart
I have lost my morals
I am not normal
I am a mess
I am a creature that is breathing to survive
I am lost
I can't be found
I have fallen
Into a shadow
Of the evil
I dare not become
I have broken
Into pieces
Of the person
I once was
I'm a mess
I'm a child
So naive to the real world
I'm seeking
But not finding
I'm falling
But not flying
I'm breaking
Can not heal
All these feelings that I feel
I am gone
He loves no more
I am gone
I live no more
All I do
Is survive
And wonder,
Why am I alive?
I wait for a change
But none will come
My life is gone
My love is gone
I am nothing but a shadow
Of who I was with him
I'm not whole
I am broken
I'm a mess
I have spoken
This is me
Saying I'm gone
I'm lost
Without... Love