Monday, January 7, 2013

Beginnings
So you lost him
Yea again
You don't care no more
You've grown from this pain
You never took down those walls
Found someone to catch you when you fell
He caught you
Nursed you back to bein better
Now you love him like you never have before
This is no longer a war
You've moved on like they told you to
Now you're back
And better than ever before
You're kicking butt taking names and evenin the score
You get your life ahead of you
Now you know what you want
So he's younger big whoop 
So he's shorter big whoop
He's smart for his age
He's sweet and he loves you
Now you're lovin a real wolf
And he's been there to protect you
Now you are apart of him like he is of you
He's that little boy you saw long ago
He's that protector of your past 
The one who keeps you safe
Now he's yours and you're his
Now he loves you like the other never did
He doesn't want you to change
Doesn't care how bratty you get
He loves you for even that
You're so much happier than before
You feel like you could fly
This love is so much different than before 
And you don't know why
You gotta stay strong for him
You gotta keep workin
Gotta make up those grades
Gotta start to make a change
Gotta prove them all wrong
Now at last you are strong
You don't care bout your ex no more
He really doesn't matter
All he did three weeks before it ended was push you away 
You knew it was gonna end
You made the decision yourself
You've learned a lot from all these things
You knew in the beginning how things would end
You knew he was a past forever
Not a future not a present
You changed
You got better
You knew he'd leave
You knew he wasn't strong enough to handle you
So good girl you listened
You found a new beginning
One that is not plagued by your old ending
Now you are stronger
Now you are better
Now you are yourself again
You are never going back to the other him
He don't want you
So you're gone
Good for you
You moved on
Now you're loved and good
Now you know what you are
And you are gonna shine like a star. 

Truth in all of my words....... I am happy....... No longer bothered by losing him...... He wanted me to move on. So. I. Did. Too late for that to change..... goodbye

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