So all this time I've been freaking out when he is doing the exact same thing I did my freshmen year!  Only I left without a trace.  Yup left the guy that loved me without a trace because I wasn't ready to be in a relationship... He still hasn't forgiven me... Poor Chris... Oh well I changed a lot that summer and I think no not think i know that that is exactly what my baby is going through... However when he comes back I'm not gonna be a jerk I'm gonna be me, Marcia Kay, the real me no more sappy, depressed, annoyed, bitchy Marcia. I'm gonna be sweet, nice, loving, caring Marcia!  :)  I'm back!  seriously... A glee episode made me realize all of this!  :)  I'm so done letting my past control my present and my future it's time to let go and move on!  It's time to stop using my past as an excuse for everything.   I am moving on, keeping positive, and always staying steady with God and hope!  :)
Surprisingly optimistic and happy
Marcia Kay