... Saw my ex today... :'(  Makes me so sad cause he held me and told me he needed space... He just doesn't know what he wants... Hey I don't really know what I want in a lot of things but I do know something I want him!  Forever!  I love him so much!  Sigh... If only he knew... If only he knew how much... How much I... Gosh I can't even  put into words what I'm feeling right now... Sigh. I guess what I'm trying to say is If only he knew how much I still care about him!   Well good night all.