Sigh... I'm so freaking CONFUSED!  Sigh... :/ I'm scared at the moment I don't know what to do and quite frankly it scares the crap out of me!  It scares me so much!  :(  I always have a plan always know what to do... What the heck is this?!  If this is what love feels like I finally understand why people always say love is hard!  :/  Sigh.... Still want him!  I don't know if I ever won't want him... Well nighty nighty bloggers.. Sigh... Another day in the life of Marcia Kay.  Confusing, scary, sad, emotional, and just plain weird!