I'm bored I'm tired I'm hungry I'm angry I'm hurt I'm broken I'm lonely I'm alone I'm single I'm in love and I'm in a hopeless relationship!  What the heck do I do now?!  Anyone?!

... :/  So just tired... How was everyone else's day?  Mine sucked!  :/   ... GAH!

Now I know I am officially  alone... sigh I quit trying. I give up. Well I guess it wasn't meant to be after all. well hope everyone has a better day than I'm going to.  

I am now to the point where missing my baby has become painful!  :/  Sigh... Oh well I get to see him in 2 days and then we get to hug and cuddle and such!  :)  :/  I miss him sooo much! :'(  On to better news I'm really excited tomorrow is valentines day!  :)  YEA!  My favorite holiday has finally come and little does my baby know I'm making him a present!  :)  sigh...

Sigh... I hate technology!  :(  UGH!  Sigh... I'm so freaking pissed right now!  I really don't care that he's not talking to me I'm tempted to text my baby and have him calm me down!  :'(  Idk if he'll reply though!  :''(

Sigh... Great mood!  :)  Got to see my mama today!  :)  so much fun!  I love my mama and my daddy and all of my family and friends.  I especially love my baby!  :)  I get to see him on Wednesday!  I'm excited!  I miss him!  Sigh... :/  Oh well Wednesday will be here soon enough and I won't have to worry about him anymore!  :)  I'm in such a great mood!  :)  The only thing that would make it better would be hearing my baby say I love you!  :)  Ok well I'm bored and have lots of homework to do!  :)

In a really good mood and thankful for my wonderful friends!  :)

So all this time I've been freaking out when he is doing the exact same thing I did my freshmen year!  Only I left without a trace.  Yup left the guy that loved me without a trace because I wasn't ready to be in a relationship... He still hasn't forgiven me... Poor Chris... Oh well I changed a lot that summer and I think no not think i know that that is exactly what my baby is going through... However when he comes back I'm not gonna be a jerk I'm gonna be me, Marcia Kay, the real me no more sappy, depressed, annoyed, bitchy Marcia. I'm gonna be sweet, nice, loving, caring Marcia!  :)  I'm back!  seriously... A glee episode made me realize all of this!  :)  I'm so done letting my past control my present and my future it's time to let go and move on!  It's time to stop using my past as an excuse for everything.   I am moving on, keeping positive, and always staying steady with God and hope!  :)
Surprisingly optimistic and happy
Marcia Kay 

Sigh... I'm so freaking CONFUSED!  Sigh... :/ I'm scared at the moment I don't know what to do and quite frankly it scares the crap out of me!  It scares me so much!  :(  I always have a plan always know what to do... What the heck is this?!  If this is what love feels like I finally understand why people always say love is hard!  :/  Sigh.... Still want him!  I don't know if I ever won't want him... Well nighty nighty bloggers.. Sigh... Another day in the life of Marcia Kay.  Confusing, scary, sad, emotional, and just plain weird!

sigh emotional day... Well my life sucks... However I have awesome people in my sucky life and they make it better!

... Saw my ex today... :'(  Makes me so sad cause he held me and told me he needed space... He just doesn't know what he wants... Hey I don't really know what I want in a lot of things but I do know something I want him!  Forever!  I love him so much!  Sigh... If only he knew... If only he knew how much... How much I... Gosh I can't even  put into words what I'm feeling right now... Sigh. I guess what I'm trying to say is If only he knew how much I still care about him!   Well good night all.

Broke up with my  boyfriend on Friday miss him so much... The worst part of falling in love is having to let go... People just don't understand sometimes... :(  I really thought he loved me... It sucks that I was wrong!  :'( sigh... I'm so heartbroken I can't even decipher what's real and what's a dream anymore... Sigh. Back to being single alone and afraid to let go of him!  :'(  It's so hard... Sometimes I hate my life other times I love it... at the moment I'm undecided it's been said that the hard times only make you stronger and that everything happens for a reason. the question is what reason... :/ Sigh lonely sad and well no longer hopeful... Hope everyone else who reads my blog has a better love life than I do...  How do you let go of someone you love?!  Can anyone answer that question?

Hello everyone welcome to my blog.. Never done this before so bare with me here... My name is Marcia Talcott you can just call me Marcia (Marsha) or Marcia K. I Have not had the easiest life but then again my life has been better than other people's in this world.. I grew up with my dad no mom just dad.. I see mom every once in a while... Sigh... Dad married my step mom when I was seven and divorced her when I was 12.. She the closest thing I've had to a mother figure.. Sure I had my mom but she wasn't much of a mom when I was younger she is now and let me tell you something it drives me nuts constantly! :) sigh... Well now to the good part fell in love last year guy wound up being a jerk and cheated on me... Now with someone so much better than my last bf who is still a jerk to me! I love my boyfriend so much and he's not a jerk at all in fact he's sweet and cute and just plain amazing! :) Keep checking my blog my new years resolution was to create one! :)