Wings to fly
You've fallen in love again
You've finally developed a balance in your life
You're finally getting it
Your earning your wings
Becoming the angel you are
You've grown up a lot since you lost those 4
You don't even need to even the score
You have learned so much
And you have gained knowledge of yourself
You now have someone who can't live without you
You now have someone you have learned to protect
No you didn't learn you knew how
You have to protect him
He is the one you love
You want to keep him safe
You would sacrifice yourself for him
You want to be the one he loves
You will fight to love him
To keep him in your life
You don't wanna lose him
You love him too much
He's a part of you
You wanna kiss him and hold him
You wanna be his
For as long as you live
You fight for him
You love him so
You never ever wanna let him go
He's good for you
He's healing your heart
He's giving you a brand new start
He's amazing
He's perfect
His love is true
He loves you
Forever and always
And so shall it be
You love him too
He's yours
And you are his
Forever and a day.
Never apart
But in each others hearts

Beginnings

So you lost him

Yea again

You don't care no more

You've grown from this pain

You never took down those walls

Found someone to catch you when you fell

He caught you

Nursed you back to bein better

Now you love him like you never have before

This is no longer a war

You've moved on like they told you to

Now you're back

And better than ever before

You're kicking butt taking names and evenin the score

You get your life ahead of you

Now you know what you want

So he's younger big whoop 

So he's shorter big whoop

He's smart for his age

He's sweet and he loves you

Now you're lovin a real wolf

And he's been there to protect you

Now you are apart of him like he is of you

He's that little boy you saw long ago

He's that protector of your past 

The one who keeps you safe

Now he's yours and you're his

Now he loves you like the other never did

He doesn't want you to change

Doesn't care how bratty you get

He loves you for even that

You're so much happier than before

You feel like you could fly

This love is so much different than before 

And you don't know why

You gotta stay strong for him

You gotta keep workin

Gotta make up those grades

Gotta start to make a change

Gotta prove them all wrong

Now at last you are strong

You don't care bout your ex no more

He really doesn't matter

All he did three weeks before it ended was push you away 

You knew it was gonna end

You made the decision yourself

You've learned a lot from all these things

You knew in the beginning how things would end

You knew he was a past forever

Not a future not a present

You changed

You got better

You knew he'd leave

You knew he wasn't strong enough to handle you

So good girl you listened

You found a new beginning

One that is not plagued by your old ending

Now you are stronger

Now you are better

Now you are yourself again

You are never going back to the other him

He don't want you

So you're gone

Good for you

You moved on

Now you're loved and good

Now you know what you are

And you are gonna shine like a star. 

Truth in all of my words....... I am happy....... No longer bothered by losing him...... He wanted me to move on. So. I. Did. Too late for that to change..... goodbye

Burning
You live a life where you work for what you've got
You live a life where you're expected to be good
You live a life where you break for those you love
And you try to be whole again
You live a life where the words of the ones you love
Sting like knives because the truth is so harsh
You live a life where you're misunderstood
Where your happiness is no good
And pain triumphs all
And you try to be better on your own
But realize you hate to be alone
So you seek what you want
And in the end you wind up burning
No turning back now
Your path is set
It's live a life of successfullness or a life of regret
You need to choose
And stop burning away
Before you become
Only the feathers of your wings
Covered in blood and pain
You work your hardest but you don't think you can win
You try to play the game but don't know how to begin
You fall in love with someone
And lose them in the end
This how you wind up broken
Why do you give your heart with only words spoken
You hate your life so much
You swear you'll never be
Happier with anyone else
Than you were with he
You break and you fall
You run into the sun
And like a vampire you start to set on fire
And you die in the burning flames
Of the pain of yesterdays
You burn and you fall down the crevice you created
You try to crawl
But in the end you are sated
Your left to burn alone
As you slowly become nothing
But the feathers of your wings
But the blood you once shared
But the life of these things
And the reason
For your own despair
Listen up
You are better than this
Why do you try to fly away
You need to stay
And face the mess you created
You need to stop running
And bring back the strong girl you are
You need to depend on your savior
And put yourself first
You need to live a life
Where there is no strife
You need to be better
You need to try harder
To stop pussyfooting around
You need to hold your head high
And stand your ground
Before you burn like a brush on a dry July day
And you become
Nothing but the feathers
Of your wings
You are better than all these things  

Normal
I'm original
I'm crazy
I'm unique
I'm lazy
I'm a teen
I'm broken
I have fallen
I have spoken
I have lost myself
I have lost my heart
I have lost my morals
I am not normal
I am a mess
I am a creature that is breathing to survive
I am lost
I can't be found
I have fallen
Into a shadow
Of the evil
I dare not become
I have broken
Into pieces
Of the person
I once was
I'm a mess
I'm a child
So naive to the real world
I'm seeking
But not finding
I'm falling
But not flying
I'm breaking
Can not heal
All these feelings that I feel
I am gone
He loves no more
I am gone
I live no more
All I do
Is survive
And wonder,
Why am I alive?
I wait for a change
But none will come
My life is gone
My love is gone
I am nothing but a shadow
Of who I was with him
I'm not whole
I am broken
I'm a mess
I have spoken
This is me
Saying I'm gone
I'm lost
Without... Love