Sigh... So I have officially decided to quit Jonathan... Everything about him.  Loving him missing him wanting to be his friend waiting for him to start caring just done1  I have embraced the truth that he will never care about me again and honestly I am just done... He keeps hurting me and he doesn't care! he yells at me every time i tell him how i feel... He's really turned into a jerk... So I'm quitting everything about Jonathan!  :(  Sigh... So Yea...