I have a random question
I hope you can comply
I have a random question
To which I have no reply
I love someone dearly
They love me no more
What should I do now?
I miss him so much 
You have no freaking clue
How do I let my love go?
How I ask of you?
Can you give me an answer? 
To my simple question
Can you help me find a way to stop loving?
Can you please comply
I am very very lonely 
I miss my love
I miss him so
I'm very afraid I'll never be able to let him go
How do I stop loving?  
Is it easy my dear?
I imagine it is difficult
Oh wait that's wrong
I know
It is so
Loving is no easy task
Especially when none is received in return
Life is hard
Love is worse
But it can also be amazing
It was once for me
Will it ever be that way again?
I love him truly madly deeply
How do I just give that up?
I was told once 
That when you find love you should never let it go...
Do I listen to my heart?
Or do I leave that part?
I don't know what to do.
Life is no easy fate
I tell you this now
I can no longer wait
I loved you once
I love you still
How do I make it so I never will?
Help me please.
Just give me a reply.
And I shall try
To never love you again.
And so this is goodbye
I am sad to say.
I still love you my dear 
But you'll never feel the same
No you'll never feel the same way.


Poetry by Marcia Kay Talcott
Written for ANYONE out there who can give me an answer

Tired and sick!  GAH!  Oh well sigh.... thankfully because I''m sick that saved me from having to go to Shift last night.... I don't know what I'm going to do.... Quit Shift or Try it one last time and face Jonathan... :/ Idk if I'm ready to face Jonathan... He's driving me nuts! :/

Sigh... So I have officially decided to quit Jonathan... Everything about him.  Loving him missing him wanting to be his friend waiting for him to start caring just done1  I have embraced the truth that he will never care about me again and honestly I am just done... He keeps hurting me and he doesn't care! he yells at me every time i tell him how i feel... He's really turned into a jerk... So I'm quitting everything about Jonathan!  :(  Sigh... So Yea...

Sigh 4 am and I can't go back to sleep! I miss my favorite friend I am just so sick of this Jonathan bs... I told him off today trying to crush him... But now I feel bad even though I know he deserves it that's not the kind of person I am and now I can't sleep... Sigh... I feel the need to be the bigger person it's who I am... Jonathan if you read this i'm sorry about all the stuff I've been venting about I just can't stand losing you! It sucks! :( Seth if you read this your my favorite friend! :)

Hello fellow bloggers my life sucks... I know some of you probably think that I am Whiney and annoying well this is where I vent so deal with it... I am just so done with younger boys they're so stupid! Sigh... How do I go from being girlfriend to enemy ignored hated I'm just so freaking sick of my stupid ex and his stupid bull shit! All he did while we were in a relationship was take advantage of me in more than one way and he asks me to let him. Continue! I am so sick of this! If you think what he asked is just plain stupid then please comment you may not know me but my one follower does and he knows I don't deserve the bull shit Jonathan puts me through!