done

okay today's the day
The day I say I'm done
This is getting old
I'm tired of this rerun
Make up your freaking mind
you like me or you hate me
Choose a freaking side
I'm tired of the constant divide
I'm sick of everyone]
Taking their shit out on me
Sick and tired of
Being stress relief
God damn why can't you just
See the real me
I'm not this struggling girl
She doesn't define me
Neither does the fact
That I'm bipolar
I mean seriously
I have no ill with you
Just because I don't fit your shoe
The shoe of standards you seem to keep adding to
I'm getting sick of your bipolar attitude
I mean seriously
Make up your fucking mind
Why oh why
Must you try
To ruin everything
Why oh why
Must you piss me off to the brink
I'm sick of the games you constantly play
With my emotions
Te bull shit
Why can't you fucking make up your GOD DAMN MIND!
I'm done with this bull shit
No more ms nice
I'm just gonna plaster on
That fake smile
But inside as your bipolar goes
My heart will explode
I hope your happy now
I'm tired of this pain
Make up your freaking mind
Or else I will erase
Myself from your lives
Everyone's but his
So good luck
And goodbye
I'm done

The one

Children often dream of love to last the ages
Pain and heartbreak sometimes break the faces
The ones that had smiles and laughter
But every once in a while
Someone finds true love
The type that fulfills the one they dreamed of
Love is not pain or pleasure or lust
But passion of the heart and pure trust
Love is what I've searched for all my life
And I found it by chance on a cold October night
I found a boy I just didn't want to let go
I fell like I never had before
To this day we are still together
I truly hope it'll be that way forever.
The love that I feel
Is true and it's real
And to lose that love
Would be to lose myself.

Crashing

World on fire

Pain in places she never knew existed 

Feeling as if the world is against her

Alone she thinks and feels 

But not in everything she knows 

She hides her pain behind a smile 

Runs from the fear of reality 

Tries not to break down

Always tries to be strong

But when she's alone she collapses  

Falls apart at the weight of the pressure on her heart

Feels rejected 

Hated 

Unwanted

ALONE

No hope left

She sits and watches as the burning house that was once her life

Falls to pieces all around her

She doesn't know what to do 

Where to go

Who to turn to all she knows 

Is that pain braces her days

And life feels like a game she can't win

She cries just hoping for a better tomorrow