Broken hearts and compllications
You've had a broken heart right?
You've cried for someone you loved
You have broken yourself for their benefit
You've fallen in love and wished it would never end.
You've had it all turn bad
Had it die and you've had to cry
Welcome to the story of my broken heart
To the complications of my life
You know I've only really fallen completely once
I had my heart broken by that person
I loved him so much
He played me in the end
He denied me every right that comes with the end
So I became bitter and I hated myself for so long
Then I found you....
You saved me from the nightmare of my broken heart
You held me when I needed you most
You loved me when I felt so alone
In your strong arms I have found my home
Never did I dream I would be so lucky
As to find you
I love you so much
Much more than I did him
You just need to understand with you I will never skim
I'll love you forever
For as long as I can
I won't hold back
I'll tell you everything
Show you the dark world I live in
Let you see the pain in my heart
Show you how we being to start again
Unlike the end
This is not the end
No it is us forever
Just you and me
I've had so much pain
Cried so many tears
You have helped to calm my fears
It's hard to find that in someone I love
I really do feel as if I could soar
Like I could take your hand and we could fly away from this pain
From the bitter consequence
I love you so much I hope you know that
You are so important to me so precious!
This is the point
I love you my star
You found me at last and now I'll go far
One day we will face the demons in my life
We'll face them and win and bury the strife
It's just you and me
For as far as I can see
I love you forever
Farewell, I'll let you go never!

Have  you ever loved another and thought that it was real
Felt like this love was the only love you could feel
It felt so perfect so right and so true
Like without that person you don't know what you would do
It's like it's perfection like it's out of this universe
Like the love is so meant to be and not preverse
But then something goes wrong like you knew it would
And you cry and you cry cause you think you should
You tell yourself it's your fault when you got played
You cry and you cry and let you emotions be displayed
It breaks you inside and you slowly decay
You feel like you'll never again see a sunny day
In the emotional world that you live in
You don't understand why this chance you were given
The chance to give your heart to someone who didn't deserve it
Someone who broke your heart and covered your face with their spit
This is the path you chose the one you will always regret
It is also now a path you will never forget
You gave that unsuspecting idiot your pure heart
You know inside that move was never smart
You saw from the beginning the relationship would fail
Yet you entered anyway and now you are so frail
So worn down so hurt and so sensitive
Now this damn mistake will always be what's figuratiive
About your failure to see the truth
It puts you right back to where you were sufferin in your youth
You cry and cry inside you die for the person that you never should have trusted your heart to
Now this damn mistake, this person you will always see as askew
You will always regret the love you once shared
Forever will you regret that you ever cared
You need to grow up and let this go
You need to just take the damn thing and throw
It as far as you can away from you
Having all this negativity will never do
It will only hurt you in ways you can't imagine
That pain is something even you can't fathom
You don't understand cause you are so gripped
By this anger that losing them has ripped
Through your heart through your soul, all this hate
What you really need to do is celebrate
You need to understand that holding on to this will continue to break you
You need to find a way not to see this askew
You need to be who you really are and just forgive
For once you have given this forgiveness you will finally be able to live
You need to stop living in the past
There's a reason it's called the past cause it will never last
I know it hurts to be the bigger person but it helps you
To grow to see things in the positive light only you do
You are so special to so many people you need to get that
You need to stop slapping them in the face and making the sound splat
Girl you need to grow up you are a woman now
You are a person and you have feelings unlike a cow
Be the strong woman I know you are
If you be that person in your life you will go far
Be a good girl and learn to cope with your mistakes
Let it go and stop causing yourself to have all these aches
You need to grow up and admit that you can be wrong
You've been living in fantasy for far too long
So come on chin up you don't know how your sadness affects them
If you continue to be sad you will condem their emotions
Be happy and affect them positively
Put on a smile and do it genuinely
Love with all you are, that you should never lose
Be a grown up and him forever choose
Time to go now you strong girl you need your rest
Just remember you do not always know best.

Life...
It likes to bite you in the ass
Sometimes in life you just don't pass
You get stuck on the run around
And it's hard to find stable ground
You try and try
And fail again
You wonder when it will ever end
You wait for life to get better still
You pray and hope that it will
You know that lifes a great big game
So why do you always play the same
Try to change the rules this time
Be compassionate and kind
This is me giving myself advice
Right now I'm so far gone I can't even see the light
I'm trying and failing to get through this patch
But on to my safe haven I just can't seem to latch
I love you so much
Your hands I just want to touch
To hold forever while I go through these hard times
At least I can still come up with rhymes
I'm having trouble letting this all go
If only someone knew
I'm trying and failing to make a sacrifice
It seems I've lost my lucky streak with lifes dice
I always wind up screwing up in the end
I feel like I'm a bad friend
It's hard at the moment to just get by
And so... I'll cry
My heart breaks a little more eachday
Still from him I do not want to stray
I've already lost love that way
This won't be a repeat of my bad history
What I have to do is no mystery
I have to suck it up and be an adult
I might not be ready but that's my own fault
It's time to grow up and stop being such a child
I just pray I don't go wild
Yes my childhood was stolen from me this much is true
But I will not let that ruin the love between me and you
Or the good friendship I have with her
I will not let this love I have within lose it's glowing light
Now I will fix this and let it shine!