Romeo,
Letting go
I'm stuck in an abyss far away from you
The thing is now I'm a fallen angel
And you are forever apart from me now
I am worthless to you
As I should be
This pain in my chest shall be the end of me
You are in no mans land and there is a barrier i must cross
But with out my wings I fear I will never do so
You must understand I'm fighting to get back in your favor
But at the moment I feel as if I am defenseless and you are holding a gun in perfect position to wound me deeply
In reality I have a weapon to defend myself with
But I can not find it in myself to hurt you
You have me trapped in a corner and I'm waiting for you to release me
I am caged...
Far away
You have the advantage to walk away
I am a small mouse all alone in my life
I have hopeless faith that you love me still
But I know I am a fool
The pain I feel has been increasing slowly
At times it is hard to breathe to survive
I don't know if i can ever be revived
And I'm sitting here crying over stupid spilled milk
And I'm praying without faith that you'll come back to me!
I know it is pointless
I know I'll never get my way
I love you still
I told you I forever will
I'm trying to move on
I'm trying to escape
I pray I can get away!
The thing is we are chained together to a point where I have no release
There is a part of me that longs for you as if you are the beauty and I am the beast
I some how have become the evil in our story
One day I long to be restored to my former angelic glory
Only you will understand this simple verse I have written I will post it in every place that I can so that you can one day see it...
I wait for you....
I always will
Goodbye...
Juliet